Awakening Your Soul: Healing, Intuition & The Akashic Records with Aaron French

10 Sound Effects 4: [00:00:00] Welcome to Heart Beautiful Journey, where we embrace vulnerability as our superpower and let courage light our path. I'm Tiff Carson, here to share heartfelt stories of healing, grief, and resilience. Each week, I'll talk with guests from experts to everyday heroes about their journeys through adversity.

Together, we'll uncover the beauty that emerges from life's challenges, And how each experience can spark profound growth. Join us on this courageous journey of connection and transformation.

20 Guest 1: Silence.

01 Main Mic: anything but ordinary, yet he might

20 Guest 1: [00:01:00] Um,

01 Main Mic: Heart, Beautiful

20 Guest 1: Um,

01 Main Mic: life's transitions with a more expansive understanding of self. to the show. Erin, how are ya?

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20 Guest 1: Great. It's so great to be here. Thank you.

01 Main Mic: I am so excited to talk to you. Um, [00:02:00] I have been looking at your Instagram account and following everything that you're doing and there's so much that I need to ask you. But before we

20 Guest 1: Sure, sure.

01 Main Mic: you do. So if I were to sit across from your soul,

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01 Main Mic: and ask it to introduce itself without any labels or roles or titles, what would your soul say? I

20 Guest 1: Hmm. Such a beautiful question. Yeah, my soul would say. I'm the light of my, I'm the light of the universe. 

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20 Guest 1: to meet your light of the universe,

01 Main Mic: love that. [00:03:00] love that. Oh my goodness. I

20 Guest 1: are just these emanations of the everything that are here to reflect and to see back towards ourselves, towards everything, right? When we're, when we're not on, when we're not on earth and when we're, when we're not in other emanations, when we're in between and we're part of the all, our souls still exist. But we can't see ourselves fully because we're so completely part of everything. So the way I'm shown this, which is not so different from other folks is that we're here on earth specifically to experience the separation. And even to the topic of this podcast, even all of our shadow, all of our traumas, all of our wounding is actually the reason we're here because that shows us the depth of experience that's possible and that allows us to go towards the light. and to experience the rapture of reconnection with all things.[00:04:00] 

01 Main Mic: Mm hmm. All right, let's go back to before all of this. Before all of

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01 Main Mic: you've been experiencing over the last many years, tell, take me back to a time when this wasn't your, your life, your experience.

20 Guest 1: My childhood was in some ways really open and free and joyous. My parents were kind of hippie and I lived, a really free life where I didn't go to like normal school until fourth grade. Um, that early period, I had a lot of, you know, speaking of really vulnerable, hard, beautiful journey topics like, you know, my dad would beat me when I was really little, just out of his anger and rage at himself, I think, and he would say to me things like, you know, you're so lucky that I'm not beating you as bad as my dad beat me, so you should be thankful.

01 Main Mic: Mm

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20 Guest 1: this,

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: that was happening, but I, you know, I [00:05:00] largely blocked those things out and didn't even remember them until deep, deep into my adulthood.

01 Main Mic: Oh,

20 Guest 1: just completely suppressed all that and I became, to normal school in fourth grade and I, I was sort of, I've been raised so hippie and so outside of society that I didn't know. And I just, it was such a huge shock for me that I completely withdrew and I got a huge stutter where I could barely speak. I walked through the world for many years as assuming that everyone thought I was a weirdo and didn't like me and that I was an outcast and a strange person. And. Just assumed I was better off alone.

And the only person that could trust was myself. So I had many years. This continued is certainly through junior high, high school, um, and tapered off through college. And, but those, you know, those voices in our heads continue on, right? All those negative, the negative talk in our minds continues on even far beyond that. So. Much of my life, I [00:06:00] deeply know, and many other difficult experiences, I deeply know the feeling of being alone, feeling small, feeling separated, feeling worthless in many, many, many dimensions of the human experience.

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: Um,

01 Main Mic: So what was that moment where you realized that, um, there's more to life than those experiences up to that

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20 Guest 1: yeah. I mean, spirit kept my spirit and the spirit of the universe together, kept trying to connect through me.

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: You know, 

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20 Guest 1: there was, there was one moment in junior high or the summer book after junior high, before high school, when I did have this epiphany in the middle of the night, I was awake, it wasn't a dream, but I had a vision of this voice that came to me and said, Aaron, you can be anyone you want.

You can change yourself. You can be who you want to be at the time, you know, junior high, high school. What that [00:07:00] meant was, Oh, I want to be popular. I want girls to like me, you know, like it meant that it didn't mean at the time that didn't mean, Oh, I can be free of all of this. I didn't. And I did actually believe that voice.

And I did actually make some changes and actually. Internally, I was still sort of the same miserable, insecure person, but outwardly I was able to shift some things and become more socially integrated than I was before that, let me say.

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20 Guest 1: you know, looking back, that was one of those times when my, when my soul perhaps was opening up to try and feel the wisdom of the universe come through,

01 Main Mic: hmm.

20 Guest 1: and it was really, you know, I became a biologist in college. I became an ecologist and was really spent, I spent tons of time outside in nature. you know, what I thought I was doing, and I was physically doing this, was watching the birds and monkeys around the world and studying their behavior. But what that meant was that I spent, you know, literally thousands and thousands, probably [00:08:00] hundreds of thousands of hours sitting still without moving, looking through binoculars or a scope, looking at a tree or the birds flying or the monkeys or whatever, meditating on nature, just spending hours and hours, right?

Like, really deep attention. 

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20 Guest 1: And

01 Main Mic: you were forced to. It was

20 Guest 1: I was forced to through the choice, you know, you know, I chose to be an ecologist and you know, if, if, if you move, know, you spend hours waiting and not moving so that the birds and animals will come into the tree and so you can watch them and watch their behaviors and maybe you're trying to see a tag on their leg to see what they're doing or they're mating or how they're eating on the project. And if you move, they, they scare away and you've wasted an hours of your day. So you're, you train yourself, even if there's like a fly crawling on your face or a snake going by, that's not a threat to you or whatever. You just stay perfectly still.

01 Main Mic: Yeah.

20 Guest 1: You know, it wasn't until years later when I started to meditate, I realized, Oh my goodness, I was training my mind, my body to be [00:09:00] still and listen and settle.

01 Main Mic: That

20 Guest 1: And through that,

01 Main Mic: training ground.

20 Guest 1: when I started to meditate, I was like, Oh, I know what it feels like to sit still. I know what it feels like to have a second attention, which is one meditations, right on beyond my thoughts. Oh, now it's still was, you know, difficult. And I resisted and fought and kicked for years. about meditation. It's not easy

01 Main Mic: No.

20 Guest 1: this day. You know, I say there's some schools of meditation that say like, quiet your mind. And, and I'm like, well, that's never been my experience. My experience is my mind is going

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: and I have learned to sort of maybe, you know, you've, um, set my mind aside a little bit energetically so that I can be here and more centered and open.

And my thoughts are sort of not, central to my awareness, but the thoughts still go. But it was after that, when just, you know, teachers started to appear, um, [00:10:00] experiences started to unfold for me where I couldn't ignore the, the pole that, Oh, my life is more than this rational scientific Western viewpoint. I need to really go deeper and explore what's beyond.

01 Main Mic: hmm.

20 Guest 1: and you know, even that was twisty and turny, but yeah, please.

01 Main Mic: that, um, when you sat with Ram Dass? Was that,

20 Guest 1: You know,

01 Main Mic: of your

20 Guest 1: yeah, Ram Dass was an early part of that journey. Um, that was right after I had first gone to the rain forest and was In Costa Rica, and that was still in college. And I was studying, um, I did a tropical abroad study program, in Costa Rica. And I, in my travels down for that program, I ended up in Belize and the small little hut with my friends in the back alleys of Belize city.

And we were there to get high. We wanted to, you know, we reached out to some little kid on the street and say, Hey, we want to score [00:11:00] some weed. And he took us out to this little tiny hut in the middle of Belize city, not where you'd expect to find a spiritual book. And we got really, really high. And it was during that experience where actually I left my body

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: and was traveling deep in the cosmos.

I'm not sure what was in the joint and I realized like, oh, I'm not safe here. Like, I don't know what my friends are doing. I'm, I'm drifting out of my body. I can see my body and I'm like, what's happening. And I had a really, 

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20 Guest 1: out of body experience. was like, Oh, I'm not safe to continue exploring.

I don't know what's happening. And I crashed back into my body and I sort of woke up from my drug, my weed induced

01 Main Mic: Yeah.

20 Guest 1: delirium and experience. And I looked down and there was be here now on the floor next to me.

01 Main Mic: Oh, wow.

20 Guest 1: There was no other books in this little, it was literally a dirt floor hut.

01 Main Mic: Yeah.

20 Guest 1: there was no other books.

And right next to me was be here. Now I had never seen the book before.

01 Main Mic: What?

20 Guest 1: that state of expansiveness and like flip through it. And if you know the book, there's pictures and the there's big words and drawings, and it's a wild, [00:12:00] beautiful book. If you don't know what I recommend it. And it just like blew my mind open. It just, it was.

01 Main Mic: that the moment that flipped, like, everything that you thought

20 Guest 1: No, I still was so my ego, you know, many of us, but I'll just speak for myself. My ego is so strong and I was like, I had a lot of pressure from my dad to be a scientist. So I was like, I'm going to be a famous scientist and I'm going to succeed on that level,

01 Main Mic: Yeah.

20 Guest 1: but still.

01 Main Mic: a scientist? Is that why? Or

20 Guest 1: My my he was a doctor. It was my great grandfather was a very prominent eminent ecologist.

01 Main Mic: Mm.

20 Guest 1: Um, in the U. S. there's the, um, imminent ecologist from the ecology, ecology society. And he's the 1st 1 ever, you know, he's sort of like this, this tower. And so in my family, he was this character. My great grandfather to live up to.

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: And there's a lot of pressure. So my dad was a scientist and a doctor, but he wanted me to be like a more strict scientist.

And I, I, [00:13:00] I embraced that. There was a lot of pressure to do a PhD, which I actually didn't do. I turned it down. Um, so it, for me, it was not one thing that really opened the door. It was, I, I had to be cracked my nut of, of rationalism had to be cracked many times slowly and slowly and the door kept opening where finally I just couldn't, I 

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20 Guest 1: couldn't, uh, keep pretending that I was an entirely rational being, but it took many, many knocks on the, on the coconut for me.

01 Main Mic: But,

20 Guest 1: Many, many, many over years, you know, I kept on saying, yeah, yeah, this is great, but I'm still this. And then I would open deeper and then like, Oh, you know, more things would happen. And I was like, I took many of those. I'm, I was a, I was a tough nut to crack.

01 Main Mic: Did you have a dark night?

20 Guest 1: Yeah. Yeah. 

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20 Guest 1: Um, I would say skipping, you know, years ahead, I, um, I'll quickly tell the story and we're happy to, to digress.

01 Main Mic: Yeah.

20 Guest 1: But after this years later, I ended up with a guru [00:14:00] who was teaching Kashmiri Shaivism. 

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20 Guest 1: he ended up, I was with him for years, deep in the inner circle of this, of this group. He ended up, was accusations of rape and, and, and stealing money and all kinds of allegations around that sort of the group split up. I was deeply sort of betrayed. That was a one really deep dark night where, you know, at that point I had like joined this group and said, okay, I'm going to really go deeply on this path of spirituality. And then I was like, Oh wow, all of this is, is baloney. I don't believe any of it. Now I'm going to go back and pretend I'm entirely rational.

Well, of course that didn't take,

01 Main Mic: hmm.

20 Guest 1: I had a Taoist teacher after that for many years, sort of overlapping, but after that for many years as well. Um, you know, and then two divorces. Um, during that time I was, I, my, my physical Western sort of job title shifted dramatically. I became a, 

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20 Guest 1: after I was a scientist, I became a chef for many years, successful at that.

I got an MBA [00:15:00] and moved into the supply chain in the food, food industry. Worked for some of the biggest corporations in America, um, traveled on private, private jets and did multimillion dollar deals in boardrooms. Meanwhile, you know, behind the scenes, I was exploring spirituality and doing all this stuff.

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: I wasn't happy doing any of that. I was pretty miserable, you know, even the high life and being a very

01 Main Mic: for a

20 Guest 1: successful executive. Please do. Yeah.

01 Main Mic: you were doing that and like traveling around the world and this big executive person also dabbling in spirituality, was there a sense of like not wanting people to know that you were

20 Guest 1: Yeah. Oh yeah. Oh yeah. I would, you know, and sometimes my friends would out me, you know, like at a party and one of my friends was like, Oh, Aaron's teaching a. A class on the spiritual path. know, do you guys know about it? I would be like, Oh no, what, what did you do? You know, like I would very much, yeah, this whole time I [00:16:00] was, you know, when I was a scientist and then later as a chef and then later as, especially as a business executive where much, I had my suit, not my physical suit, which I wore, but also just my suit of like, this is who I am in this environment

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: then I will go and I had different personas I would put on very strongly.

So I wasn't being honest and true to myself.

01 Main Mic: Mm hmm. Yeah.

20 Guest 1: And it was literally killing me. I, I became, you know, not, not massively, but for me, you know, overweight and unhealthy and it was eating poor food and all of that, you know, emotionally, I was just doing things to, to soothe myself in various ways, my relationship suffered, you know, I wasn't a good partner.

I, I, I'm a good person. I tried to be, but I know I wasn't a good partner in all kinds of ways. and certainly I wasn't attracting. 

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20 Guest 1: The right partners either in terms of, because of my energy. And so it took, you know, so I was successful in many, many ways in that world. Um,

01 Main Mic: hmm.

20 Guest 1: also I wasn't [00:17:00] happy. And also I, I wasn't happy.

And then I would sort of get uninterested and bored then I would leave or I would get let go from various jobs. you know, so it was my second divorce and sort of continuing unhappiness 

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20 Guest 1: My job life and finally it was, so all of this, it was finally in like the winter of 2018 when I had the deepest moment, you know, it was, um, I was alone and I was numbing out with Netflix until, you know, three in the morning, four in the morning, just until I was so exhausted, I couldn't function anymore and couldn't, didn't have to think about anything. And crash asleep, get up early, you know, literally pound like five cups of coffee, you know, throughout the morning, go to work looking exhausted and try to function at a high level, but I wasn't. And finally, one night of doing that for months. [00:18:00] again, this, I had this vision, this awareness. Came to me and I just had this awareness and it was Aaron, if you continue to live like this, you're already dead, not physically.

I wasn't suicidal. It wasn't that it was just energetically. I was shown I was shown and I think by myself by my higher self, but we could talk about it in various ways. I was shown the trajectory of my life into the future I saw the empty isolation and the lonely and the loneliness and the and 

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20 Guest 1: the smallness of it. Of of sort of choosing to be cut off and separate at that point, I was again in this period of like, nothing matters. I'm a small, separate, alone individual, not connected to the universe. You know, I'd gone through many waves of of connection and then contraction, and I just completely surrendered in a way that, you know, and as I said, I was a hard nut to [00:19:00] crack.

I mean, I had many, many other. This is a shorter shortened story of hardships, difficult situations. And finally, like, okay, okay,

01 Main Mic: hmm.

20 Guest 1: okay.

01 Main Mic: Okay.

20 Guest 1: surrender. I'm

01 Main Mic: the same one,

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20 Guest 1: going to live like this ever again.

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: And I, I, you know, I, I researched, I'd heard about these men's workshops. So I was like, okay, I'm going to do one.

And at the time I was like, I'm going to look for ones that aren't overtly spiritual. So I found a couple that on their website, you know, it wasn't that it was, they weren't like a hundred percent spiritual on their website. And I was like, okay, I can do these.

01 Main Mic: Yeah.

20 Guest 1: I did two in a row. Um, and they were fantastic.

And.

01 Main Mic: spiritual or

20 Guest 1: They weren't, but it was in there, but at the time too, that was, you know, by the time they rolled around, it was a few months later. And even after the first workshop of just like connecting with men in this case and opening my heart and breaking through [00:20:00] the spiritual teachings that I had learned over, you know, decades before became rushing back and my connection to the universe, my heart just for months was just like. Opening and opening and opening like the light kept pouring in or out or through and connecting. I was crying not out of pain, but out of just like the rapturous joy of the universe Even as a man, I mean, this is, I mean, really honest and vulnerable. Like I was still at this point in executive in a food company and I would leave meetings and go out to the parking lot or my car, take a walk and just start crying, sneak into the bathroom on the way back in and try and like splash my face and pretend like everything was fine. Um, and it wasn't that I was sad. It was that I was opening so deeply to the connection with the universe that my heart and my whole energy body. It was like crying from relief and joy and happiness and still melancholy sorrow, and there's still more [00:21:00] stuff to unearth. Um, and it just has been a cannonball of catapulting expansion and connection and joy and love ever since. Um, Mm. Mm hmm. Mm

01 Main Mic: I had the same, same year actually is when it started for me, 2018. And I, I, 

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01 Main Mic: the same. experience. Mine was, um, hiding behind the clothes in my closet, hiding from my kids. Um, and it was, I, I saw a fork in the road. And you're, you're either going to go down this one, you're going to keep going and be absolutely miserable for the rest of your life, 

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01 Main Mic: check out,

20 Guest 1: hmm. [00:22:00] Yeah.

01 Main Mic: because it was painful crying, but it also felt healing and it felt like it was leading to something else. Is that how it felt for you?

20 Guest 1: Sometimes when you say that I can feel that,

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: yeah, like there's part of the crying, the guttural and the, and the energetics of it where you need to shake up the body. I mean, the whole somatic aspect of like that physical shaking loose, the trauma shaking loose, that heavy energy shaking loose the past in all its forms 

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20 Guest 1: and injecting that or releasing it or whatever it is.

It could be sometimes ejecting maybe, and sometimes softly integrating.

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: you know, the, the tensions and knots of, of all these past traumas in our bodies and everything that's holding us back from being free.

01 Main Mic: Mm hmm.

20 Guest 1: Yeah.

01 Main Mic: Oh, wow. Like it, I, I just brought, I was brought back to that. 

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01 Main Mic: you were talking, I'm like, oh my gosh, it seems like so long ago, but instantly I was brought back there. Instantly. In a good way though, where it's like, I can see so much growth and, and I, I remember distinctly before all of this and not even being aware of this other life, you know, and like the,

20 Guest 1: bingo.

01 Main Mic: the beauty that's here now.

20 Guest 1: The beauty. And

01 Main Mic: the beauty with my family and my, my

20 Guest 1: of course,

01 Main Mic: kids, I, it was a different kind of beauty.

20 Guest 1: and for me, I was in, so, you know, the dark night of the soul, we could talk about it in various ways. Like, you know, I opened up and then there was still periods, like it was maybe a year later where I remember telling my friend, so, um, the beginning of through 2019, then, you know, the winter of 2018, I was really sort of decided to make some [00:24:00] changes.

And it was really the spring of 2019. I mean, it was happening immediately from 2018, but 2019, Spring of 2019 was when I really opened up deeply to the spirit in the world and the universe and all dimensions. And then that year was sort of this roller coaster of expansion and, you know, all easy peasy.

It was certainly, you know, 2020 rolled around and even before the pandemic hit, I was, my mom was, um, dying of cancer and passed away right before the pandemic closed things down in 2020. 

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20 Guest 1: And that sort of set me off and I realized I wasn't depressed, but I became a little bit detached and cold of, I entered this, this little bit of a darkness, but also a light.

It was a lightness, but it was the darkness. It was sort of a separation where I wasn't fully connecting 

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20 Guest 1: and that took around perhaps six months ish or something like that. And then when I broke out of that was when I really Opened up into the rapture of like, wow, the [00:25:00] sunlight on my face and the flowers and everything when I broke out of that depth, then I entered a whole new frequency of energy where I was feeling the intensity of the beauty of every single moment of life so much deeper and that has never left me since.

01 Main Mic: That hasn't ever left, it's

20 Guest 1: That has still there and you know one way to talk about this is this is an experience some traditions call it non duality where we're so deeply in the meshed into the fabric of the universe

01 Main Mic: hmm.

20 Guest 1: become accustomed to it and you integrate it and then you deepen so I don't I feel it I don't always take the moment that I did the very first moment where I felt the sunlight in that rapture I don't get lost in it in every moment because it's here around me so deeply.

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: at any moment I can connect, like right now, and just connect deeper into the soup of existence where I can feel the light and the air and everything becomes crystalline and direct and time sort of [00:26:00] expands.

01 Main Mic: Mm hmm. Mm hmm.

20 Guest 1: Everything slows down.

01 Main Mic: that when I'm out in nature all the time, when I was writing my book. Um, and I've talked about this many times on my podcast, but I, I couldn't write inside walls. I just couldn't do it. There, the word, it was like crickets. There was zero words that came. through my fingers into my laptop, but as soon as I took my laptop and my chair I put myself by water or by trees or by the ocean, it was literally like the words just came right out of me and I could feel, it just felt different.

That's all I can, can 

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01 Main Mic: It just felt so Um, and very healing to have that nature around me. Giving me those words, it was, [00:27:00] uh, that's when I really felt connected to the universe in a different way than before.

20 Guest 1: And still now, you know, people ask me, 

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20 Guest 1: in spiritual mentoring, you know, how do I, you know, I'm feeling a pull towards, towards openness, towards my soul's purpose, towards connecting, you know, people express it in all kinds of ways. And I give them, you know, books and tools and techniques and, and we can work together.

And I also say the very first thing is, Just go outside, walk on your favorite trail, talk to the trees.

01 Main Mic: Mm hmm.

20 Guest 1: you know, I ask people all the time,

01 Main Mic: Talk

20 Guest 1: you talk to the trees? For sure. And the rocks and the water the sky,

01 Main Mic: hmm.

20 Guest 1: but the trees right now in particular are really accessible and they, they're so happy to talk to us. They're so happy to connect to us and be this conduit of wisdom of knowledge of ancient truth from across all time. Um, and there's so accessible.

01 Main Mic: crazy for saying [00:28:00] talk to

20 Guest 1: But increasingly, no, I mean, increasingly, so the way, you know, many people are saying this, and I absolutely experienced it the last few years, you know, it's been this, the gradient, but the last couple of years in particular, there's this really powerful experience of mass awakening where all of us are, you know, so it's not everyone and that's 

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20 Guest 1: percent okay.

01 Main Mic: Yeah.

20 Guest 1: are people who are choosing in whatever way, maybe this lifetime, however, however we want to say this are just not choosing to awaken and that's 100 percent fine.

01 Main Mic: Mm hmm.

20 Guest 1: And for those of us that feel the pull, it becomes inescapable where we're being swept up in a current of energy or, or intention or, or what, however it is for us. And, and, and so more and more people are like, Oh yeah, I am talking to the trees. And it's, I would have thought that was crazy five years ago, or I used to think it was crazy, but it's, it's just my experience now. And it's just matter of fact, it's just truth.

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: It's just simple truth now. You know, the universe, the energy is, not the way it was when I was a kid or certainly my parents or grandparents,

01 Main Mic: hmm.

20 Guest 1: [00:29:00] density and a, and a closeness to the energy then that does not exist.

Now there's a vibrant, a live awareness. That's all around us. again, anyone who's a little bit away cannot help, but experience in all kinds of ways.

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01 Main Mic: do you reconcile that with what's going on in the world right now, in particular in the States?

20 Guest 1: Right. Yeah. Well, this is what's shown to me. So now, you know, just for more background, Sue, like I get lots of information, from the universe itself, but also from, you know, angels, spirit guides, various beings, trees speak to me about just the nature of deep time and what, what is,

01 Main Mic: Mm hmm.

20 Guest 1: and what they show me and what my experience is, is that in this three dimensional realm right now, as we, as more and more of us awaken, and as we create more and more light, there has to be, there has to be an equal and opposite amount of darkness.

01 Main Mic: Mm hmm. Yep.

20 Guest 1: And

01 Main Mic: hmm.

20 Guest 1: there will be, and there is going to [00:30:00] be a sort of a phase shift.

01 Main Mic: hmm.

20 Guest 1: we enter a new realm or timeline or dimension, lots of different language types around this, where there's more light overall. But right now we're in this, you know, from some traditions we're at the end of the Kali Yuga, in the beginning of a new era, in the age of Aquarius, or at that transition point.

So we're, we're in this inflection point, you know, the 

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20 Guest 1: end of the Mayan calendar, this transition point from that calendar. Many traditions have this inflection point right now. And so we're in this transition phase where we're still in the old paradigm and we're shifting out of it but we're still in it.

And so in this three dimensional world right now today, you know, the universe is inherently neutral. This is the, this is truth. And there's a gradient Of all things. And there's light and dark and day and night and up and down. And, and inherently from, from the absolute neutral perspective, there's no good and bad from the human perspective.

There's [00:31:00] absolutely and bad. And you know, when I'm hurt, that's bad for me. I don't like it, you know, and, and for all compassion to all the people that are feeling the atrocities that are going on around the world right now. On the individual level, there's all these things that my heart pours out for. And at the same time, simultaneously, the universe itself is neutral. And we just come and go. that's just how it is. And so right now, as there's more and more light, more and more of us are awaking, more and more, more and more of us are being pulled up. Into our awareness and accessing more and more expansive levels of light and connection. There has to be and will be and is inherently going to be more and more darkness and thick, goopy energy trying to pull us down. And it's happening and we see it. And there's this separation that of this polarization that we're experiencing, you know, again, speaking from the U. S. so whatever you believe, if you believe. that this spiritual path is, is calling you. And if you know in your [00:32:00] heart energetically that this is what your path is, just my encouragement is, it doesn't matter what you think. Drop into your heart let your heart open. And then everything just is, and then the world will go on and do what it does.

01 Main Mic: So let's, let's 

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01 Main Mic: go further into that. How does one drop into their heart?

20 Guest 1: Yeah, it's such a beautiful, I mean, fundamentally, you know, now after studying many of the world's traditions, spiritual traditions across, you know, many domains, 

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20 Guest 1: is one of the main challenges and one of the main results for many of the techniques that are offered across traditions. You know, especially in the West, especially in the U S in our world, as it's, as I was raised in, and as many of us are raised and now it's changing slowly for the kids, but we were raised in a world where, you know, our minds were taught.

We were taught that our minds were a [00:33:00] hundred percent important

01 Main Mic: Mm hmm.

20 Guest 1: and that our heart, we were never taught that the heart had wisdom, right? And Taoism, 

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20 Guest 1: term translated heart wisdom, which is the core of our experience is our heart wisdom. It's not the mind. 

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20 Guest 1: So meditation is a beautiful technique where. You know, naturally, we meditate and things settle and drop away and we can find our hearts. I have so many people that say, Aaron, that's great, but I cannot meditate. You know, a perception. I can't do it. So then I teach them, Okay, walking meditation? Okay, but can you walk? Can you walk and be silent?

Can you put away your phone? Can you? Can

01 Main Mic: on?

20 Guest 1: you? I encourage this all the time. I say, okay, number one, actually, if you can't meditate, do you have two minutes in the morning, two minutes a day? Thank you. 

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20 Guest 1: Night, do you have two minutes lunchtime where you could just sit quietly and be your alarm put away but then put it put away your phone put away everything and just sit for two minutes Can you do that [00:34:00] for a week or maybe a month and if people spend two minutes for a month?

What happens is pretty soon they're doing 20 minutes because they can Do it. And they have all the time in the world. know, stoplights, red lights. Can you just sit there? You know you have a minute or two. Can you just sit there quietly and be? Okay, now you can go again. Right? As you're walking to get your coffee and your coffee break. Whatever it is, in the shower, right? Can that be your time of deep contemplation and prayer? Walking in nature, right? Connecting with nature is a beautiful way to drop into our hearts. Breathing. work right now is so powerful. So I teach a lot of breath work to people, um, to get them out of their minds. There's many techniques, but really it's also just about being in the body. And what happens is people say, yeah, I hear the whisper of the heart, then the mind comes in and says, Oh, I don't trust that. And so it's also just being encouraged to trust it for the first [00:35:00] time ever for so many people, right?

Our parents society does not, does not teach us. To ignore the mind. I love to say, you know, the mind is like any other organ in our body. We don't give our lymphatic system control of our life purpose. We don't give our spleen control over what's important for us. Why would we give our brain that?

01 Main Mic: Exactly. Mm

20 Guest 1: our, our spleen and our lymph system, they have their roles to play and our brain's role to play is simply to keep us safe and define, to solve problems so we don't get eaten by tigers and run off a cliff.

01 Main Mic: hmm.

20 Guest 1: whatever, get hit by a car, it's, it will always find the problems. And we all know this. It will always find the difficulties and it will never stop because that's its job. Just like our heart pumps the blood. It doesn't stop,

01 Main Mic: Mm hmm. 

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20 Guest 1: but that's, that's not It's not appropriate. It's not useful for aligning with our purpose. So 

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20 Guest 1: people [00:36:00] to, Oh, the brain is not in charge of who I am. It's there to, you know, keep me have discriminatory power to keep me safe. Okay. Beautiful. Thank you. I can appreciate the mind then allow it to do its thing. And then, and then do we feel the whisper of like, it's so soft for people at times, right?

It could be a soft whisper of intuition, of connection. And I just, so I did, I pointed out for them that when we're having a conversation, Oh, that right there, that's your heart. And that's, you're actually the beginning of your connection to your higher connection to all things, your psychic abilities, your intuitive abilities all come through our heart wisdom space.

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01 Main Mic: I had 

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01 Main Mic: an experience a couple of weeks ago that I have, so I've been on my spiritual journey, awakening since 2018, but really started in 2020. 

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01 Main Mic: I know my guides now, um, and I talk to them regularly and I was looking

20 Guest 1: Silence. Silence.

01 Main Mic: intuitive space. I heard backpack.

20 Guest 1: Beautiful.

01 Main Mic: And

20 Guest 1: [00:38:00] Okay.

01 Main Mic: I love you and

20 Guest 1: Silence. Silence. Silence.

01 Main Mic: what do I need to know today? Um, you know, and I just, like, I have conversations and I hear them talking to me.

20 Guest 1: That's so beautiful, and I encourage everyone, you know, all of us, every single one of us has this cluster of spirits, beings of various kinds 

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20 Guest 1: here around us, choosing these souls are choosing to be here in support of [00:39:00] us,

01 Main Mic: Mm hmm,

20 Guest 1: always, every single one of us all the time, every day, all day long without pause.

01 Main Mic: mm hmm,

20 Guest 1: Even when things are bad, even when things are great and every time in between. And when we settle enough to listen and reach out from our hearts with deep desire, can reach down. 

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20 Guest 1: always with us, but they can't connect with us unless we 

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20 Guest 1: choose. We have to, that's one of the rules of earth is that they can't break that barrier, but we can.

01 Main Mic: hmm, mm hmm,

20 Guest 1: So as soon as we do, and the way we do it is by opening our hearts and reaching out with a longing, a longing and a depth of like, please connect with me and making energetically making a little hook. I love to say there's this old game called the barrel of monkeys, where there's these little monkeys with a hooked hand they gave me this image to share. And so I share it with everyone. It's like, yeah, from your heart space, energetically as a metaphor, like reach up with longing with a hooked hand. And then they're right there reaching down to connect with you.

01 Main Mic: [00:40:00] Mm

20 Guest 1: But you have to be there to connect with from your heart, like, please, you know, at first it's like, please, please, I need you to help me find my loopy, you know, I need you to guide me on my path.

I need you to tell me what's next, you know, whatever your long, whatever it is, and the more specific we are at first

01 Main Mic: Mm hmm.

20 Guest 1: and the more direction we can give them. They're right there and they want to help us and they want to be able to show us that they're there for us because that's their purpose right now. And there's no time for them. They're in this space of timelessness. so that can be, I

01 Main Mic: as I was driving, I'm like, morning! And then I was like, oh yeah, never mind. It's not morning there.

20 Guest 1: love that. And so sometimes, you know, miracles as miracles are things that happen instant in an instant, Can be instantaneous when we don't expect them or don't have a rationale for them. You know, a miracle could be anything, but they can happen instantly because there's no time, but also they could happen slowly by our standards [00:41:00] because there's no time.

01 Main Mic: Exactly.

20 Guest 1: it does take a while for their interference, if you will, to manifest with the shifts that have to occur to allow the thing to happen. And at other times it can be just like that and things appear for us.

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01 Main Mic: you have to, um, do you think that we need to set intention on the things that we talk to them about?

20 Guest 1: beautiful question. And I'm gonna give a two party answer. And is that at first, it's really useful. At first, it's really useful because here's the thing. They're responding certainly to our voice and our mind and our thoughts and our prayers in all forms. But more than that, they're responding to our energetic alignment and our inner.

01 Main Mic: hmm.

20 Guest 1: we entirely transmitting from our whole being? And so when we're first on the path for many of us, we're not fully integrated. All of us, perhaps. [00:42:00] And so by setting a clear intention, what that does for them from this perspective is it, it creates a deeper alignment when we sort of take the time to write it down or just say it to ourselves three times or deepen with a deep prayer in our hearts or there are many ways to do this. When we, when we set a deep intention and sort of lock it in, it, it, it, it takes the alignment deeper and it radiates out to them more clearly.

01 Main Mic: hmm.

20 Guest 1: initially it's really useful. Now, That also limits them because what we think we want, they know that what's possible for us is so much greater. So as we deepen into our experience on the journey, when we be, when we, as we become more aligned. They're responding to the wholeness, the totality of our energy. So as we're more aligned with truly the direction of our soul's depth, they can then take that in a direction that's far beyond what we might ask for.[00:43:00] 

01 Main Mic: Okay, that is like, blowing my mind right now.

20 Guest 1: But do you, do you feel the truth of that?

01 Main Mic: So much truth in that.

20 Guest 1: Right. So, so as you go deeper than it's, then it's turning over the trust as we, you know, so at first we don't people often at first myself included, we don't trust enough to really know that how deeply, how deeply we're held,

01 Main Mic: Yeah.

20 Guest 1: held so deeply, so powerfully, so completely. And so we do need really deep, you know, at first to, and sometimes still now, you know, it's not. I've been on this journey for a, for a minute and still now there are weeks or, you know, when I get off my game and I need, Hey angels, you know, Hey guys, I really need a really clear, I pray in the shower for my angels in the morning

01 Main Mic: hmm.

20 Guest 1: day long.

I'm praying to my angels all day long, but in the morning, some days I'm like, wow,

01 Main Mic: hmm.

20 Guest 1: really need this week. I really need some really clear in my face signs that you're with me, that you're hearing me, that you have me and here's some things I need from you right now. Please, please, please. Like I need this. [00:44:00] Okay, so I do that still, but in general, I try my, my general way now is to hold the radiance of my heart of knowing my path and my soul's journey, and that's my intention. Is I'm a, I'm aligned with this expansive, joyful path. And what it looks like is less important from that, because I know it's so beautiful, whatever might occur. And then I just thank them and put my trust and say, I know you have me. I look forward to the journey. Let's go. Now,

01 Main Mic: that.

20 Guest 1: still have to take action every day. 

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20 Guest 1: They can't, you know, if we just sit on the couch and curl up, which sometimes we need to do for ourselves. I do. I'm an introvert, right? We have to then still, they can move through us, move the universe, change things.

But we, with our free will, have to choose.

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: To take advantage, to answer the phone call, to respond to the email, to say yes [00:45:00] to the person that's waving us from across the street, all the ways, right.

01 Main Mic: interview, to

20 Guest 1: Bingo,

01 Main Mic: yeah,

20 Guest 1: all the things, right. The opportunity is common. We have to show up.

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: So it doesn't mean, you know, the fact that we're held so deeply and that we don't have to have the intention doesn't mean we don't follow through,

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: but they'll create, you know, these conversations where we can come alive and have this beautiful conversation and connection, which hopefully then whoever's listening For some of people will spark Right?

There are one or two people or five or ten or a hundred, you know, or a million that will listen to this and be sparked and it will change something within them. And if it's you that's listening, then I, then I applaud you and to all of you,

01 Main Mic: hmm.

20 Guest 1: you know, for some of you, it will spark this conversation, right?

This moment, something in you that will change your life forever.

01 Main Mic: Mm hmm. hmm. Because I know I heard one four, five,

20 Guest 1: Because exactly because I had

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: bingo and it's not, you know, it's not me or you, it's us getting out of the [00:46:00] way and speaking truth to our path

01 Main Mic: hmm.

20 Guest 1: the words and energy between us. That is what's changing the world,

01 Main Mic: It could

20 Guest 1: you know,

01 Main Mic: something in a book. It could have been something

20 Guest 1: it is for all of us,

01 Main Mic: Yeah.

20 Guest 1: you know, for me too. I often like I have it in my house now where I'm looking around and on every surface wherever I sit.

Thanks.

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: I make sure that I have a collection of books around

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: that wherever I sit, I can just not always pick up my phone. I can also pick up a sacred book and just open it to a random page and read some, some soul nourishing food for myself.

01 Main Mic: hmm. Mm

20 Guest 1: for example, to be sort of immersed in that.

01 Main Mic: Okay, so you receive messages from guides and angels

20 Guest 1: Yes. 

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01 Main Mic: and what was it like when you first started hearing from them and did you 

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01 Main Mic: trust it right away or did it take a little bit to get out of your way?

20 Guest 1: It was a journey. It was a long [00:47:00] journey for me. It was a slow journey. And first it was my grandfather. So I was still living in the jungle. I was still doing biology and my grandfather passed away. I didn't know this. I was out where. didn't know I was out in the jungle in Africa with zero connection to,

01 Main Mic: the

20 Guest 1: to any notice for months, yeah, for months on end.

And so

01 Main Mic: hmm.

20 Guest 1: I was just thinking of my grandpa all the time in a really deep way. like, Oh, I really, in a way, you know, I was close to him, but not like this. I was like, Oh, I really need to go see him when I get back. I miss him. I'm thinking of him for like a solid week. I mentioned it to my friends.

I wrote it, read it in my journal. It was about six months later that I learned that he had passed.

01 Main Mic: Six months. Wow.

20 Guest 1: Yeah. And then I was,

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01 Main Mic: was he, was he present, like, or

20 Guest 1: he was, but really strongly during this one week or so

01 Main Mic: Okay.

20 Guest 1: But it was so strong that I, that I, and I, so I was like, wait a minute. It was, my dad told me and I was like, dad, it was my dad's father. [00:48:00] You know, when did grandpa die? Exactly. You know, when was the funeral? When? And he told me, and I look back, I had written it down in my notebook and I knew exactly, it was exactly then that I had this deep, so it was so powerfully obvious that it wasn't me thinking of him, that it was him.

01 Main Mic: Mm hmm.

20 Guest 1: And even at the time it was early on in my journey, it was still this rational scientist. I couldn't ignore it.

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: It was like, oh, wow, he came to me. He, that was, And then my great grandmother started to come to me and want to speak to me and sort of come through and she was very insistent and then other people started to came through and it sort of snowballed from there.

01 Main Mic: hmm.

20 Guest 1: took about, you know, it was like a decade later when voices started to come through for other people.

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: And they would, you know, guides or ancestors would sort of knock me on the shoulder and 

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20 Guest 1: me messages, sort of, I'm claircognizant mostly, so they would just like push me these messages.

01 Main Mic: hmm.

20 Guest 1: of just, all of a [00:49:00] sudden my brain was filled with a clear message for somebody.

01 Main Mic: hmm.

20 Guest 1: And sometimes I knew them and I would say like, hey, this is kind of weird. At the time I was still like, insecure about it. I'd be like, hey, this might be weird, but

01 Main Mic: or was this when, like,

20 Guest 1: was, yeah, I was an executive. Yeah. I was flying around, you know, and so, you know, it wasn't, I wouldn't do it for people at work, but like messages would come for people that were my friends and I'd be like, Hey, I don't know you that well, but this came through.

Are you open to hearing something, you know, and, and, and then when that happened, when I was open to that, then, then more messages would come through

01 Main Mic: Yeah.

20 Guest 1: really want to connect and now more and more people are open to connection. But now I know that when, you know, when there's an open conduit. For, for a voice to come through

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: you know, the spirits, the answers are going to use that

01 Main Mic: hmm.

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20 Guest 1: would be something I didn't know so well and it became a little, hey, I don't really know you, but let me give you this message,

01 Main Mic: Yeah.

20 Guest 1: you know,

01 Main Mic: And

20 Guest 1: and then

01 Main Mic: usually?

20 Guest 1: sometimes usually they [00:50:00] were open to hear it and sometimes they'd be like, okay, thanks and walk away kind of, you know, and sometimes they'd be like, wow, thank you.

That was really powerful.

01 Main Mic: Yeah.

20 Guest 1: overall, I got very positive

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: enough that I, even though I was insecure and sort of nervous about it continued on and, and, you know, it just opened up the floodgates from there where then ultimately now, you know, even when I learned to read the Akashic records, um, like now, when I go up to the records, I sort of open up and, and go through various realms of, of, of energy.

01 Main Mic: Mm hmm. Mm hmm.

20 Guest 1: The way it works for me, because these voices are so strong for me is that I go through a realm first of, of ancestors. And then I open up more and there's sort of angels and spirit guides broadly across dimensions will come and speak through me. And then I go up into the Akashic records, but like when I open it for somebody, when I'm working with somebody now, 

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20 Guest 1: I'll receive, not always.

Sometimes the ancestors don't have a lot to say. Um, the guides always have things to say. [00:51:00] And so my readings, I make sure people know that like that. And I can't, and then I'll go to the records, but like, this can be off maybe more useful because like guides and ancestors are here in our service.

01 Main Mic: Yeah.

20 Guest 1: what comes through me is here entirely in our service. So,

01 Main Mic: for Akashic Records, um, I had, I've had two Akashic Records, uh,

20 Guest 1: okay.

01 Main Mic: And for those listening that have zero idea what we're talking about right now,

20 Guest 1: Please. Yeah.

01 Main Mic: is that?

20 Guest 1: Yeah. So people speak about it as like the library of all things. the repository of knowledge across all time. I love to think of everything and I experience the way I experience and interact with it is a band of frequency and vibration.

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: And, you know, even science says that everything is frequency and vibration.

We're entirely everything we can see and touch and feel is all just 

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20 Guest 1: and vibration. And so, and then also there's a fact that all time is now, right? [00:52:00] Time. As we experience it as a figment of our imagination and our bodies create the three dimensional time that we experience. It doesn't actually exist inherently. So there's only one time. And everything is here. And so the vibrations and frequencies that exist in us are there's nowhere to go. They're, they're here all the time. And so there's a frequency band of energy in the astral realms wherein the information across, from everyone across all time exists.

01 Main Mic: hmm. Mm hmm.

20 Guest 1: And it's just, so it could be, it's a library, it's a repository, it's also just this band of energy wherein everything is there. So, you know, we say past lives

01 Main Mic: or are you shown words or?

20 Guest 1: for me, I see pictures and images and words I'm given. So, you know, we say past lives. So like everyone's all of everyone's past lives are there

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: sometimes thousands, millions of them.

[00:53:00] Sometimes just a few again, time doesn't really exist. So that is, that's kind of a misnomer. It's sort of other lives that are all concurrently being experienced. They're all there. And so I'll get like snapshots of images of these lives and then. So what happens is for me, right? So all the information for everyone across all time is there. So then what happens is I attune, for example, to you, if I'm working with you, so what's going on with you right now, we'll have a few minutes to chat about what's your life is going on, what, what could be useful for you, what you want to unlock right now for your highest good.

01 Main Mic: hmm.

20 Guest 1: And then I'll tune into those frequencies and I'll ask energetically, what information can you show me? From all the information across time, which will be useful to unlock what's happening for you right now.

01 Main Mic: Right. Yep.

20 Guest 1: Because otherwise, you know, so you can have readings and it can go on and on. I mean, I can show you all the things.

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: And the question is, you know, saying, Oh, you were Cleopatra and you lived in this, you were the queen.

Maybe that's useful for [00:54:00] your life right now. Or maybe it's not

01 Main Mic: Right.

20 Guest 1: It's not usually it's Oh, There's so many people right now. Have you heard the term the the witch wound?

01 Main Mic: hmm.

20 Guest 1: Have you heard this? Right?

01 Main Mic: hmm.

20 Guest 1: those of you haven't heard that and it's true for men, too. It's just useful. Witch wound is so nicely alliterative, um, you know for all of us the last several thousand years we've been cut off societally from time to time Our direct connection to spirit, to plant medicines, to our wisdom, to our personal, you know, tribal wisdom and spirituality in connection to the earth, all of us have been.

And so grandparents, back generations, grandparents, loosely, you know, multigenerational across time in from our lineage, as well as our past lives. In these past several thousand years have experienced deep traumas with expressing spirituality in a direct tangible way, you know, hugging trees and talking to spirits in this way was deeply unsafe, could get you beaten, burned, killed. [00:55:00] for for generations and generations and many past lives. So

01 Main Mic: hmm.

20 Guest 1: many of those energies that are still influencing us, for example. So it's useful for people that are experiencing that, people who say, Oh, yeah, I feel this impulse, but I don't feel safe. I don't know why. I feel like I shouldn't. Well, maybe, maybe it was your grandmother who had an experience where she was, her great grandmother, um, was told she couldn't and had, You know, was sort of beaten for that. Or maybe it was a past life where you experienced some trauma around that experience.

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: And for many people, that is true. And, and then we can, because all time is now, we can work with those energies actually shift the narrative,

01 Main Mic: hmm.

20 Guest 1: it's, you know, again, there's no past.

01 Main Mic: That's

20 Guest 1: we do, I do a lot of ancestral healing and also past life clearing.

01 Main Mic: Mm hmm.

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20 Guest 1: energies that are going to bind you 

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20 Guest 1: in this day in life in this body

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: from that energy. So I just, we can massage the energy and the [00:56:00] ripples of currents of time to untangle the knots that keep you bound

01 Main Mic: hmm.

20 Guest 1: those events, for example. And that really allows a deeper freedom and alignment to occur.

01 Main Mic: Absolutely. Holy

20 Guest 1: So that's one, there's many ways we can use this repository. That's one deep example. And one thing I love to do with people, it's one of the sessions I offer is really to do that.

01 Main Mic: My mind is like, I literally could go on for hours and hours and hours and hours and hours and hours. And I had like a million more questions. Um, I'm going to have to have you on again. Um,

20 Guest 1: love to.

01 Main Mic: this is crazy. 

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01 Main Mic: Um, I ask every guest before I close out an interview what they are grateful for today. 

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01 Main Mic: you go, I'm going to say what I'm grateful for.

I am grateful for this conversation. these reminders of [00:57:00] everything that I have been experiencing over the last five, six years, and how beautiful it is. 

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01 Main Mic: Sometimes 

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01 Main Mic: back into my 3D world and I forget, and it's these kind of conversations that remind me how incredibly this, this part of my life has become. What are you

20 Guest 1: You're here. You're here. Yeah, today, I mean, so grateful to be here and have this conversation with you for sure. And, you know, grateful that in this world around me now, there are so many people and souls that are open to these conversations that we can be open and vulnerable and clearly, and people will receive this and open their own hearts and then share their own journeys. And, you know, today alone, I've had or four other really deep soul led conversations that were speaking about the hard times and also the joys that that has brought to all of us.

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: And, you know, that [00:58:00] sharing even, you know, conversations where we can share our shame.

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: And our sorrow and bring the, all of that to the light and just allow it to dissipate through love and connection.

And, you know, this is what changes the world. When we bring our darkness to the light,

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: when we bring our darkness to the light and just trust in the goodness, um, you know, we are changed and we are, you know, I have been dramatically, my life is dramatically more joyous, happy, open, expansive, alive. I know that I am enlivened by all those around me who, who share the same.

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: Um, we all transform each other and the world really it's not a, this is the deep truth that we are changing the world by changing ourselves and it's not just a bumper sticker. This is the deepest truth.

01 Main Mic: It is. It is a deep, deep truth.

Ecamm Live Recording on 2025-02-18 at 19.03: So, 

01 Main Mic: uh, where people can find you is, uh, right here and your website. can people find when they go to your website?[00:59:00] 

20 Guest 1: Yeah, so my website, you can find information about my caution greetings, my mediumship sessions, you know, my ancestral healing and beyond. Also other offerings. I have right now. Um, you know, I offer classes on connecting with your angels and spirit guides. I offer work in deep meditation and breath work, different courses that are rolling coming up. 

Ecamm Live Recording on 2025-02-18 at 19.03: up. I do 

20 Guest 1: men's work specifically as well to connect with our magic and work with the men on that.

01 Main Mic: Mm

20 Guest 1: Um, or right now coming up, I have 

Ecamm Live Recording on 2025-02-18 at 19.03: a 

20 Guest 1: on the eaching and really deepening into the divination of, of the, of all time and how that can expand our connection to the universe.

01 Main Mic: hmm.

20 Guest 1: a diverse, um, rolling set of offerings and my Instagram as well as natural heart alchemy.

Ecamm Live Recording on 2025-02-18 at 19.03: My 

01 Main Mic: hmm.

20 Guest 1: the same and I look forward to connecting with anyone who feels called to, uh, to reach out.

Ecamm Live Recording on 2025-02-18 at 19.03: Awesome. 

01 Main Mic: I am definitely having you on again. So

20 Guest 1: you. So great.

Ecamm Live Recording on 2025-02-18 at 19.03: Stay 

01 Main Mic: tuned for that one everyone. Part two with Erin French. Thank you again so [01:00:00] much for 

Ecamm Live Recording on 2025-02-18 at 19.03: this 

01 Main Mic: beautiful conversation. I am

Ecamm Live Recording on 2025-02-18 at 19.03: beyond grateful 

01 Main Mic: you.

So thank

20 Guest 1: It's been a joy. Yeah, take care. Um,

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