In CHARGE parenting

This episode made me cry a little because I’m afraid I am not an in charge parent. I’m a single mom of a 13-yr-old boy who is taking his father’s example & disrespecting me. His father & I do not co-parent. We disagree on nearly everything. It’s now 3.5 mos into the pandemic. We are at home with me trying to start a new business at home & not being able to motivate my son to do anything besides watching YouTube & playing online games all day nearly every day. I’m depressed. I’m lonely. I’m nervous about starting a business doing something I’ve never done before (both the business aspect & the fact that it will be a life coaching business). Often, I don’t know how to even handle myself enough to seem like I know what I’m doing, esp around a son who I feel looks down on me bc he won’t do even simple things I ask of him. I’m not sure how to bridge the gap betw where I am now & being an in CHARGE parent.