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April 26, 2024

Episode 4a: Tel Aviv, Echoes of Conflict Experiencing Israel Through a Contractor's Eyes

Episode 4a: Tel Aviv, Echoes of Conflict Experiencing Israel Through a Contractor's Eyes

When the world shifted on its axis on September 11, 2001, I found myself at a crossroad between the urgent need to reach out to my loved ones and the burning desire to return to the service of my country. I stepped into a new chapter with DynCorp, where the stakes were high and the mission critical. My narrative begins with the palpable sense of purpose that comes from joining a team determined to make a difference in the wake of national tragedy.

The heart of the episode pulses with the tales of camaraderie and the gravity of preparing for a diplomatic mission in Tel Aviv. I bring to life the streets thrumming with tension and vitality, and the eclectic mix of colleagues, the legendary figures who shaped our operations. Alongside me is my Co-host, Frayne whose insights add depth to our discussion on the kaleidoscope of experiences, including a gripping anecdote from a firearms training session at the Crucible—an unvarnished look at the high level of vigilance our roles demanded.

Concluding this journey, I recount the ethical quandaries and the stark realities that underpin private military contracting in a post-9/11 world. From the story of Jim's unwavering principles to the unexpected challenges and anomalies of working in Israel, this episode peels back the layers of what it means to operate in the shadows of global conflict. We delve into the contrast between the beauty of a country marred by conflict and the peculiar, indelible impressions left on those who tread its soil in service of peace and justice.

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Chapters

00:01 - Post-9-11 Transition to DynCorp

07:24 - Meeting Team Members in Jerusalem

14:09 - Firearm Training Anecdote

27:17 - Israel Anomaly and Contract Controversy

33:21 - Odd First Impressions of Israel

Transcript
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And we are back for part two.

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Yes, with me again is Frayn.

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And so we left off, as I recall, and I got sidetracked to an executive protection story when we were in Decatur, illinois, and it was a good assignment, it was a good project, but that was well before I was, well before 9-11 and the events that kind of turned things around.

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So, yeah, and I think we, I think I kind of jumped, I did like a time leap, you know, backwards.

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We talked about 9-11 and where I was on 9-11.

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I was actually in Northern Virginia and then we kind of backed ourselves into the ADM kind of thing.

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It's all about that damn movie with Matt Damon.

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Curse you, matt, curse you, matt Damon.

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But yeah, anyway, the Insider, the Insider, the movie's called just because it popped into my head.

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But so yeah.

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So on September 11th, I'm sitting there in northern Virginia and probably like everybody else at the time, as everything was unfolding, the first call that I made, I mean, I called home first, because I'd been out all night the night before.

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I had no idea what happened while I was asleep, idea what happened while I was asleep.

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So I called my wife as I turned on the television, saw it all unfold and wrapped up the call with her relatively quickly, and then I called the Navy recruiting offices back here in Pittsburgh.

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I thought, you know, might as well start at the beginning, and that's where I had come through the process back in 89.

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And, you know, I gave him a call.

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The young officer answered the phone and I told him you know how fast can you get me back to active duty?

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And literally within the time that I was waiting for them to call back, I got a call from a good friend of mine who worked for that same company in the private sector, who had moved on to government contracting earlier.

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And you know, I guess, as people do in times like those, everyone was, you know, people are calling their friends.

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Hey, you, okay, where are you, how's everyone, how are you, and this and this.

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So I get a call from a dear friend of mine and he was like hey, you know, how are you doing?

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And good, how are you, where are you?

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And this and this, and long story short.

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He was like well, how are you doing?

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And good, how are you, where are you?

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And this and this, and long story short.

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Um, he was like well, how'd you like to come to work with us.

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There's a project starting up and you know I'd I'd be glad to get you the information.

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That was it.

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I mean, that was it.

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It happened kind of fast after that.

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But what I found really interesting was when, when you're totally new to this, like, okay, so you start getting email and the company was DynCorp.

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Dyncorp was the company that was arranging the contractors and it would support a Department of State mission.

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So it was like, okay, well, one thing and another, the first few emails.

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And then you know, you pick up on the like little subtleties and nuances, the first few emails.

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And I mean, I'm not for nothing Even I know not to do this.

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When you run a competition here at the gym or you put out a mass mailing, you don't put everybody's name in the recipient list, right, that's that's amateur.

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Amateur hour, right, that's that's amateur, right.

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So, um, but first few emails were like pretty, pretty densely populated and they're like, okay, you know, fill out this questionnaire, fill out this, fill out this.

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And back then, oh my God, largely a lot of things were pen and paper.

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So there's a form, an SF-86, and it was essentially your security clearance.

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You know, questionnaire, your bona fides, I guess, really long, labor intensive.

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I mean never want to do that again by hand, ever.

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But you know, fill this out, fill this out, fill this out, and then you're thinking like, ok, well, what's next?

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What's next?

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Am I going to make the selection process?

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What if I don't?

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And I think, like anything else, you know, anybody that's ever applied for a job has that feeling of like, what if I don't get it.

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But I think in this case, I don't know, at that time I think the stakes might have been a little bit higher because you're like, no, I want to get back in, I want to do something to serve.

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I mean, you know, it's a known fact that military enlistments across the board, in every branch of the service, skyrocketed after 9-11.

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And you know, it never occurred to me that I'm like, yeah, well, here's like.

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At the time I didn't think I was that old, but I was in my late 30s, you know.

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But at the same time I was like, yeah, but you know, I've got some knowledge and experience that I'd like to, you know, bring to the table.

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So what I?

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The first thing I noticed was really, really interesting was, subsequently, the emails.

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The recipient list started to get smaller and smaller and smaller and I was like, huh, yeah, that's, I noticed it but I didn't really register, you know, didn't didn't really think too much of why, but, um, as it all played out, this rolled probably into like God, it took a couple months, like nothing happens that fast.

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You know, it took a couple, a few months.

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And next thing, you know it's down to like maybe eight names, eight or nine names, and now they're getting like finalized okay, you know, you'll depart your home of record this time.

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And now you realize you're going because you did all your insurance paperwork and all your W-9, your 1099 to receive a W-9 as a contract employee.

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We did all of that.

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And then you get like your primary next of kin notification forms and all that.

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You're like, oh, dude, this is now you kind of know.

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You're like, well, if you're asking me who to notify when I die, I'm pretty sure you're sending me, you know.

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So we're good to go, we're ready to go and, honest to God, man, you know the messed up part of this story is some of these guys are gone now, but I'll never forget.

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It's like you know I get my email it, but I'll never forget.

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It's like you know, I get my email, it's like, okay, pardon me, black Rifle Coffee Green Team Selection of the Month in my Jocko, get After it.

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Mug Doesn't get better than this.

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I don't want you know much Anyway.

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So want you know much anyway.

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So, and you know, I, I stomped all over this little policy last time.

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I oh, I don't, I don't do last names, but I will say this here's my thing, I believe, with all my heart, if it was a good experience, if it was a good dude, then they need to be recognized.

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You know, and you know, fortunately, a lot of these guys, mentors of mine and everything like that.

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We're out of the game now.

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So you know, knuckleheads, they get maybe a call sign or a first name because you know they're part of the story and you know sometimes a funny part of the story, but they don't.

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You know that's that.

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But anyway, I got to never forget this.

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I kind of wish many times, I wish I could go back to this minute.

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So I get an email and it's broken down and it's like okay, petra Gallo, you know you'll fly in to Dulles and you'll meet John Branchizio at the Hertz rental car at this time.

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You know he's coming in from Texas at this hour, this flight.

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You'll meet him at rental.

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So I'm like John Brancheese and it's like Parsons.

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You'll meet Clark at the rental car at this time and then you'll go to this hotel, you'll link up with Jim and yada, yada, super.

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So I get there and I'm all kind of geeked out.

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And I get to the Hertz rental car place and I'm all kind of geeked out, you know, and I get to the Hertz rental car place and I'm waiting, I'm looking around.

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All of a sudden I see this guy and he's big man, he's not a small guy, he's like fit-looking, like dirty blonde, like sandy blonde hair kind of you know.

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He's looking around, he sees me and he goes, hey.

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And I'm like how do that moment, from that moment, he comes over and he goes you must be petrogallo and I was like, yeah, he goes.

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Hey, john branchizio.

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And I'm like hey, mike petrogallo.

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And he shakes my hand and he's like yeah, you know, like, yeah, you know.

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And he's like, hey, guys, I knew it, big tactical bag, dago knows he goes, I figured.

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And then he goes like this, he turns and he goes.

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See, he's like's like I knew it, you know.

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And Branchizio and Petrogallo, you know.

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So we get the rental car, we go to the hotel and for some reason or other and I don't remember how or why Normally what they'll do for training purposes, for stuff like that they'll double guys up in their hotel rooms.

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I remember having a private room and I don't remember if they gave us all private rooms or not, but it's kind of nice at the end of the day to be able to go home and call home and you're not having a conversation when you're bothering somebody else or whatever you know.

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But I think maybe we all did get our own room, but it's irrelevant, but I just I remember, because it gets funny later on about the housing.

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So there was a, the school that they sent us to and this was oh my god, this was so fast, I mean, it was just the way it was.

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At that time there were already two teams, uh, in place in jerusalem.

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The contract was going to support the diplomatic mission in Israel and the way it was set up at the time this was 2002, the consulate was in Jerusalem, the embassy was in Tel Aviv.

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So they sent two teams already there or in Jerusalem.

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We were going to Tel Aviv, great.

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So we go through and again you're getting to know everybody, right.

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So our point of contact, jim.

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Don't know anything about him, never met him before we meet him.

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Quiet guy, very quiet, very reserved guy, and you know now I realize, and he's quiet, he was like sizing us up.

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He's like what band of idiots did they send me?

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You know.

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So how many of you were there?

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So, you and your other Italian friends, shall we say.

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Yeah, yeah, so let's see.

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So Jim was there.

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We met him, like he came in early, so he was there.

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John Branchizio, mark Parsons, me, mike, kurt, another Mike, yeah, another Mike, and um, um, yeah another Mike and um who else.

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Keith.

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Keith, now, the way this was going to work.

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So there were eight of us, there were eight of us and there would be eight in Tel Aviv.

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Right, that was going to be the compliment, but how this worked out was through.

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Who knows why, I don't know.

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Somebody took a liking to somebody and, um, and one of the team leaders that they picked was already over there.

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They sent him early and he was up in Jerusalem getting the low down, but he'd be one of the two team leaders in Tel Aviv.

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Jim would be the other one.

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Keith, now, this guy to this day I consider him a dear friend.

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He's a friend of mine, absolute legend in Delta Legend, like one of the first, one of the first Delta operators, and a nicer guy put it this way in my opinion, that's all this is is one of the guys that's like, first time I met him, big smile.

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He's a bear of a dude.

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I mean, he is a bear of a dude.

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Like, shake your hand and you feel like your hand's in like a suitcase.

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You're like oh, hey, but at the same time, just real, hey, all right, yeah, okay.

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And then you're looking and you're like, well, the years might have mellowed this guy out a little bit, but you can tell there's still a glimmer that this guy is legendary, that's all I'll say about that.

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But humble and and, um, helpful and just just a good, good dude, you know, and.

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But now here's what was happening, because one of the our two team leaders was already in country, getting in, docked up in jerusalem keith wasn't, he would.

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He went through the spin-up with us, but when we got on the ground he went straight up to Jerusalem.

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I don't even have this other team leader Put it this way His nickname and not affectionately, he was referred to as Swervin because he was all over the damn road, and I don't mean that as a driver, I mean, let's get to that in a minute, but he was already.

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He was already there.

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So it was kind of, you know, we're like, and this wasn't like, um, a grueling selection process.

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I mean this really was you know your capabilities with a firearm, you your basic qualification on a range with a pistol, with a rifle, you know you're, I would have to say, from the training that I had before and since, this was absolute bare bones, minimum.

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Honest, looking back, this would be something that I would send non-essential personnel through if they were coming over in a support capacity.

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So if we get overrun and you have to defend yourself because I'm already dead, you'll know how to use this pistol and not shoot yourself in the foot.

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I can't say what's going to happen after that, but you should be able to pull it from your holster and not shoot yourself in the foot.

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But and this is this is client driven.

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This is no reflection on the school or the instructors that put us through training.

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Uh, the instructors at crucible.

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At that time it was in Fredericksburg Virginia, it was, it's probably still, but crucible, fredericksburg Virginia, uh, met some guys there going through training that to this day I keep in touch with, and not a lot.

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But I just reached out to one of them, brian, on the 20th anniversary and I'm like brother, it's hard to believe it's 20 years, you know, and he was a dear friend of cheese and you know it's just, it's so, like I said, that's there's no reflection on them or their curriculum or anything.

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It's client driven.

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And I think at that time, you know, I said that's there's no reflection on them or their curriculum or anything.

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It's client driven.

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And I think at that time, you know, I mean, it's just it's.

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It'd be naive to think that dollars don't drive the engine right.

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Um, yeah, you got to get guys over there.

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You're not going to put them through this.

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Make them sure they don't shoot each other in the ass and go right.

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Okay, and what I'm about to tell you is absolute gospel truth.

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If I wouldn't have seen it myself, I would have absolutely called bullshit.

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Okay, one of the guys his name was Mike.

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There were three of us, three Mikes, okay, two of us made it downrange, one didn't.

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So we're in the classroom and again, you know, very cut and dry.

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All right, you know, this is the Glock 19 you'll be carrying over there and you had a semi-automatic pistol.

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I mean, it's a Glock, it's a fantastic weapon, right, great.

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So classroom portion.

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All right, gather up your gear.

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We're going to walk out.

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We're going to go through the gravel path.

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We're going to get to the pistol range.

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We're going to get to the pistol range.

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We're going to shoot the pistol call, or you know, practice for the call, what have you?

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So we get there Now, to this day, jim, my team leader.

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I consider him more than a friend.

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He's like a brother, he's like a, like an older brother, but not much, a little bit, but at this point he is still watching every move, who's who?

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Because I got to take these guys into harm's way and I don't know what they sent me and I do get this.

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We came from diverse backgrounds, right Among that group.

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Like I said, keith was an absolute legend in the unit.

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Jim was at one time he had been the youngest ranger ever to be selected for Delta, and then years later I would work, or he was a trainer on a course that we went through.

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He was then the youngest ranger that made it to Delta.

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So, as a friend of Jim's Dale is his name, but, uh, you know, I mean to me, I look at it like if you're an avid golfer and fate puts you in a foursome with Tiger Woods, you say a quick thank you, god for letting me be like so close to this guy who's forgotten.

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Yeah, I'm like I'm going to learn by accident because this guy is so talented, right guy is so talented, right, and and I say that with all sincerity, you know I'm I feel blessed to have been able to work with these guys and learn from them.

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Um, but at this moment jim was like, there was no like.

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He was cordial, but he was like, distant and observant and I I will never forget this as long as I live.

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And I didn't know it could happen.

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I did not know this was possible.

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I never tried it.

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We get to the range, great.

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And again, the instructors were running this by the numbers, by the numbers, because that's what this curriculum calls for.

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Shooters with a loaded magazine, load your weapons right.

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Shooters, charge your weapons right, getting ready to holster.

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One of the mics is next to me.

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Now, at that kind of at that, when you run a hot range and when you say all right, gentlemen, you know, this is this is like advanced, this is advanced curriculum.

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Now you get a malfunction, fix it.

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If you can't, if you've tried and you can't, safety's sake, don't do it.

00:18:20.625 --> 00:18:23.674
You know, muzzle downrange, finger off the trigger, always right.

00:18:23.674 --> 00:18:26.934
If you cannot fix it, throw a hand up.

00:18:26.934 --> 00:18:28.490
This wasn't like that.

00:18:28.490 --> 00:18:34.511
This was like if there is a malfunction, if there is an issue, throw your hand up and an instructor will come to you.

00:18:35.846 --> 00:18:39.276
Well, this guy doesn't throw his hand up, doesn't do anything.

00:18:39.276 --> 00:18:44.028
All I hear him going is oh, oh, something's not right, like it was yesterday.

00:18:44.028 --> 00:18:46.315
Oh, something's not right, something's not right.

00:18:46.315 --> 00:18:54.126
So, shooters, holster your weapons, right, so holster.

00:18:54.126 --> 00:18:56.732
So I'm right beside him, right, he's not throwing up his hand, so I go what?

00:18:56.732 --> 00:18:59.298
And he's like, like it won't cycle, it won't load.

00:18:59.298 --> 00:19:02.430
And I'm like, well, drop the magazine.

00:19:02.430 --> 00:19:08.872
Like it's not my place to say, but I'm like I'm watching him flounder here and I will say this he wasn't doing anything stupid, he wasn't going.

00:19:08.872 --> 00:19:12.753
Oh, I don't know, so it's, you know, muzzles down and all that.

00:19:12.753 --> 00:19:14.372
And he's like, oh, it won't cycle, it won't cycle.

00:19:14.372 --> 00:19:16.251
And I was like, well, drop the magazine.

00:19:16.986 --> 00:19:30.328
So he ejects the magazine, I don, but he ejects the mag and he shows it to me for a minute, a moment.

00:19:30.328 --> 00:19:31.270
Not even I'm looking at this.

00:19:31.270 --> 00:19:32.192
I can't comprehend what I'm looking at.

00:19:32.192 --> 00:19:35.419
I'm like like the bevel in the magazines, that way.

00:19:35.419 --> 00:19:42.018
But the primer, the back, the base of the round is, and I'm like, oh my god, oh my god.

00:19:42.018 --> 00:19:45.131
I'm like I'm thinking he loaded the magazine backwards.

00:19:45.131 --> 00:19:48.906
So I'm like one, I didn't, I didn't know you could do that.

00:19:48.906 --> 00:19:53.766
I never tried, right, I would have no reason, I would have no reason to try.

00:19:53.766 --> 00:19:57.211
But I was like, okay, that's, that's odd, right.

00:19:57.771 --> 00:20:03.788
So now I'm holstered, his weapon is safe and he's still holding it in the safe direction.

00:20:03.788 --> 00:20:05.471
I've got his, his magazine in my hand, right?

00:20:05.471 --> 00:20:09.939
So I'm like now I start to try to strip the rounds out to put him in the right way.

00:20:09.939 --> 00:20:24.673
Dude, like a ninja had a baby with an Apache, indian, right, jim is right over my shoulder, he's already seen what I'm doing, but he goes what's wrong.

00:20:24.673 --> 00:20:31.431
So he's giving me the opportunity to do the right thing and I go nothing.

00:20:31.431 --> 00:20:39.593
Nothing, I got it, I got it and he's like he just kind of kind of gives this, you know, and he goes all right.

00:20:39.833 --> 00:20:42.925
So we stripped them somehow, we stripped the rounds out, we fixed it.

00:20:42.925 --> 00:20:47.630
But I know that he knows and I'm like man, look and it.

00:20:47.630 --> 00:20:51.492
But I know that he knows and I'm like man, look, and I know that he knows it's not my weapon, it's not my magazine.

00:20:51.492 --> 00:20:56.757
If I wasn't beside him in line, I would have never been involved in it, right?

00:20:56.757 --> 00:21:04.186
So that's and I guess you know, to me that's like oh crap, that's one, right.

00:21:04.186 --> 00:21:06.251
I think in Jim's mind it was like, oh crap, that's one, right.

00:21:06.251 --> 00:21:08.837
I think in Jim's mind it was like, yeah, that's more than one, but okay, right.

00:21:09.645 --> 00:21:17.695
So we do that and then I can't blame the guy for being invited.

00:21:17.695 --> 00:21:20.280
You know, you apply for something.

00:21:20.280 --> 00:21:23.394
It's like asking an extremely hot girl to go out.

00:21:23.394 --> 00:21:26.929
You know, seriously, man, man, first time I met my wife, I'm like, oh, I'm asking her.

00:21:26.929 --> 00:21:29.660
Yeah, all right, she might say no, you know, you've seen her.

00:21:29.660 --> 00:21:31.165
I'm surprised she didn't.

00:21:31.165 --> 00:21:33.509
But at no, it's okay, I know.

00:21:33.509 --> 00:21:39.459
But, uh, if you don't take the chance, how do you know?

00:21:39.819 --> 00:21:52.114
So I don't blame him for applying, and anybody looks good on a resume, you know, okay, and he was a police officer, um, and that's not that departmentally.

00:21:52.114 --> 00:21:53.917
I don't know where he worked, but departmentally.

00:21:53.917 --> 00:21:54.365
And he made it.

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Oh, yeah, I never fired a glock and I'm like, yeah, but it's a weapon, that's all, it is.

00:22:00.317 --> 00:22:04.452
Man, well, we carry wheel guns, we carry wheel guns, revolvers and wheel guns, revolvers.

00:22:04.452 --> 00:22:06.676
And I'm like, no, no, I got you, I got you, and that is a difference.

00:22:06.676 --> 00:22:13.913
But I also thought like, oh, okay, well, that that certainly would explain that you don't understand the nomenclature and all this.

00:22:13.913 --> 00:22:14.674
So I get it.

00:22:14.674 --> 00:22:17.047
Super, so I don't.

00:22:17.047 --> 00:22:18.953
He couldn't even tell you how he performed, I don't remember.

00:22:20.025 --> 00:22:26.316
But, uh, so we wrap up the range and I will say this, and I'll keep saying this the instructor cadre that they had there.

00:22:26.316 --> 00:22:27.939
Those guys were on.

00:22:27.939 --> 00:22:30.970
They were on and understand this?

00:22:30.970 --> 00:22:33.056
This whole thing happened so fast.

00:22:33.056 --> 00:22:37.413
It wasn't like, well, what were the instructors doing while he was?

00:22:37.413 --> 00:22:44.377
You know, you got the lead instructor driving the train and he's you know everybody's where they're supposed to be.

00:22:44.377 --> 00:22:51.300
This thing happened so quick here I am trying to fix it fast to get him back in battery and on target.

00:22:51.300 --> 00:22:53.607
I should have just stayed out of it.

00:22:53.607 --> 00:22:55.212
I guess maybe would have been better.

00:22:55.212 --> 00:22:57.842
So, um, but that was.

00:22:57.842 --> 00:23:03.961
That was probably jim's like first impression, like okay, he's an idiot, but you're a bigger idiot.

00:23:03.961 --> 00:23:04.604
I don't know.

00:23:04.604 --> 00:23:05.272
I don't know.

00:23:05.272 --> 00:23:05.865
I hope, not't know, I hope not.

00:23:05.865 --> 00:23:07.169
To this day we're very good friends.

00:23:07.169 --> 00:23:12.777
So maybe that wasn't the case and I don't remember if it was that afternoon or the next day.

00:23:13.484 --> 00:23:14.589
Now it's time for the M4.

00:23:14.589 --> 00:23:15.452
It's time for the rifle.

00:23:15.452 --> 00:23:16.750
And here's the thing.

00:23:16.750 --> 00:23:29.632
We're in the classroom and they go from beginning to end like on a PowerPoint Okay, this is the M4 weapon system, just like they did with the Glock to include.

00:23:29.632 --> 00:23:43.230
This is a magazine, this is the capacity, this is essentially like I'm pretty sure if I had one of my kids and I showed them that PowerPoint and then I'm like, all right, you know weapons manipulation, here we go, pretty sure they would have done it.

00:23:43.230 --> 00:23:45.074
Okay, right, great.

00:23:45.434 --> 00:23:50.048
So now, and and I don't, I don't have the heart to do this.

00:23:50.048 --> 00:23:55.529
I did not have the heart to change the order and like, no, I'm gonna sit over there or I'm gonna didn't.

00:23:55.529 --> 00:24:12.727
So I'm like a minute, because again, I had some mentors over the years that I felt were like, hey, man, these guys kept me the path and least I can do is try to help, right, the least I could do.

00:24:12.727 --> 00:24:16.974
In hindsight I realized what a mistake it was, because this guy could have deployed with us, right, and I get that.

00:24:16.974 --> 00:24:19.219
But that is not the environment.

00:24:19.219 --> 00:24:27.259
You can always get better, you can always sharpen your skill sets, but there's a minimum that you should meet, that you have to meet.

00:24:27.785 --> 00:24:30.432
So, anyway, we go through the briefing for the M4.

00:24:30.432 --> 00:24:41.634
Draw our weapons, we gather and here we go, going back downrange, follow the gravel path out the door, yada, yada, yada, I kid you not, I kid you not.

00:24:41.634 --> 00:24:45.607
He slides up beside me on the walk and he goes.

00:24:45.607 --> 00:24:49.651
So, hey, before we get to the range, school me up on the M4.

00:24:49.651 --> 00:24:53.734
I'm like, what?

00:24:53.734 --> 00:24:54.515
Like?

00:24:54.515 --> 00:24:55.977
School you up on the M4?

00:24:55.977 --> 00:24:55.977
.

00:24:56.257 --> 00:24:57.837
At that point I almost had a meltdown.

00:24:57.837 --> 00:24:59.480
I'm like school, you up on the M4?

00:24:59.480 --> 00:24:59.900
I go.

00:24:59.900 --> 00:25:01.441
Well, dude, it's just.

00:25:01.441 --> 00:25:10.476
I was like, okay, charging handle's back locked, right, clearly, you know, visually you see bolts back charging handles, you know.

00:25:10.476 --> 00:25:20.298
You pull back, lock, boom, I'm like you insert the magazine, send the bolt forward round in the chamber, weapons hot, you're on safe.

00:25:20.298 --> 00:25:33.153
Like you know, here you go right Off safe, hot on safe, not, you know, pew, pew, like the pointy end, that way, right, super, I couldn't tell you how he performed, don't remember.

00:25:34.055 --> 00:25:36.727
Neither do I remember any other blunders.

00:25:36.727 --> 00:25:40.696
I don't, because at that point, like I really was, I'm like I'm not gonna be that guy.

00:25:40.696 --> 00:25:43.992
I will always help, but I can't be.

00:25:43.992 --> 00:25:50.497
I've got to do my job, I've got to make sure you know I'm doing and qualifying and everything like that.

00:25:50.497 --> 00:25:53.852
So unbeknownst to me.

00:25:53.852 --> 00:25:55.856
Now, back up a notch.

00:25:55.856 --> 00:26:08.397
So Keith was Delta, jim was Delta, cheese was a dev group, right, so these guys are like a very impressive roster.

00:26:09.339 --> 00:26:22.336
And then the bad news bears right, the rest of us and um, so unbeknownst to me, and I think this was a class act, 100 percent, um keith would be going like it keeps.

00:26:22.336 --> 00:26:26.029
You know, he'll be going up to jerusalem, but cheese will be with us in tel aviv.

00:26:26.029 --> 00:26:31.205
Jim and swervin was going to come down from jerusalem and he would take, you know, one of the teams.

00:26:31.205 --> 00:26:38.849
So I guess jim called cheese one night, said hey man, come to my room and he's like dude, we can't take this guy.

00:26:38.849 --> 00:26:45.032
I mean, this is a problem and I don't know, I don't know what was said about fucking rocky trying to help him.

00:26:45.032 --> 00:26:45.414
You know, I, I don't.

00:26:45.414 --> 00:26:46.964
I don't know what was said about it's fucking rocky trying to help him.

00:26:46.964 --> 00:26:50.349
You know, I don't know, but sharp enough.

00:26:50.349 --> 00:26:52.611
You know that they're like hey man, somebody's got to make the call.

00:26:52.611 --> 00:27:14.387
So the next day they did and, as I recall and I didn't know this at the time because it was none of my business, and that's the thing that I always say about Jim and his level of professionalism he's like hey man, it's my team, it's my responsibility.

00:27:14.387 --> 00:27:17.094
And this isn't gossip, this isn't about anything, this is about taking guys downrange.

00:27:17.114 --> 00:27:18.537
And really, at the time, israel was a bit of an anomaly.

00:27:18.537 --> 00:27:19.880
Right, Afghanistan had already kicked off.

00:27:19.880 --> 00:27:20.807
It was post 9-11.

00:27:20.807 --> 00:27:22.730
Afghanistan had already kicked off.

00:27:22.730 --> 00:27:27.931
We had not yet invaded Iraq, that had not happened.

00:27:27.931 --> 00:27:30.587
But the Israeli mission was.

00:27:30.587 --> 00:27:37.799
The agenda was again, you know, like the Israeli-Palestinian always kind of brewing.

00:27:37.799 --> 00:27:41.724
Something just hit the building.

00:27:41.724 --> 00:27:43.289
I was wondering.

00:27:44.954 --> 00:27:49.397
Oh my, I hope it's none of those guys I made enemies with over at Nevermind.

00:27:49.397 --> 00:28:04.531
Got a little something for them if they decide to show up and it's not coffee, but anyway, I guess they had a talk, you know, cheese and Jim, and they're like no, we can't take them.

00:28:04.531 --> 00:28:18.381
And as I recall and again I did not hear this at the time because it wouldn't have been any of my business Only after once we got, you know, to be more cordial and a little bit more time and distance, jim was like dude, he's like I made that phone call.

00:28:18.381 --> 00:28:26.663
He goes the ration of shit that I got from DynCorp, you can't take him, he's got to go.

00:28:26.663 --> 00:28:28.163
We got eight people, they want eight people.

00:28:28.163 --> 00:28:32.364
We got eight people and again you realize it's billable hours In that moment.

00:28:32.444 --> 00:28:34.911
It's billable hours, no one will convince me otherwise.

00:28:34.911 --> 00:28:38.105
And again you got two types of people.

00:28:38.105 --> 00:28:43.990
I think you get the type that's like I'm not saying anything, I'm not making waves, I mean this is good money, it's a good contract.

00:28:43.990 --> 00:28:52.398
Now Jim believed it was good money and it was a good contract, but he wasn't going to compromise principle and you know to stick to his convictions.

00:28:52.398 --> 00:28:54.901
He's like no, no, you can't take him.

00:28:54.901 --> 00:29:00.865
I won't take him, so you know.

00:29:00.865 --> 00:29:05.215
Next thing you know like I think I made reference to this the last time You're like black helicopters spinning up in the parking lot.

00:29:05.215 --> 00:29:07.340
Hear it, yep, that's for you.

00:29:09.886 --> 00:29:10.707
But yeah, so he ended up leaving.

00:29:10.707 --> 00:29:12.128
I mean, I was going to say the thing.

00:29:12.128 --> 00:29:22.959
That's terrifying to me just hearing this so you get called up for this contract, you've got Delta, like all sorts of highly proficient war fighters, and how did this?

00:29:22.959 --> 00:29:27.630
I mean and again I don't want to besmirch this individual- I don't know who this person is.

00:29:27.690 --> 00:29:28.313
No, no, I understand.

00:29:28.585 --> 00:29:39.865
It's just, I mean, if you don't have, I just think from my perspective, if I were signing up and I said I'm going to get deployed now, I mean you got to look, go to a range shoot, I mean handle some basic weapons.

00:29:40.385 --> 00:30:01.134
because I know the whole principle, as I understand it, with these special teams is like I want to make sure that I trust you and you trust me conversely, and if I'm sitting there thinking this guy doesn't even know how to put rounds correctly into a block and we're going to be over, and he's going to be watching my back in like a month or two from now, I mean, I don't know that just.

00:30:02.045 --> 00:30:22.395
Well, like I said, I think what was amazing to me was and being around a few, I think, and I and I did I would see this happen again later, I would see it again later but sometimes they are security driven, a clearance driven, security, clearance driven, all right.

00:30:22.395 --> 00:30:33.261
So, um, or or you know a guy who thinks you'd be a good fit, right how he got recommended a friend of a friend who knows I mean.

00:30:33.301 --> 00:30:35.606
I, I got recommended by a friend, you know.

00:30:35.606 --> 00:30:41.539
So a friend of mine tells his friend in you know, hr or talent acquisitions or whatever they're calling it at that time.

00:30:41.539 --> 00:30:46.315
So I get there, but I don't load my magazine wrong.

00:30:46.315 --> 00:30:58.917
I don't, you know, do anything inappropriate on the call and um, you know that, that's, that's that.

00:30:58.917 --> 00:30:59.961
But you're absolutely right, I think it.

00:30:59.961 --> 00:31:03.674
But again, it just to me it reinforces, if you didn't have a guy like Jim who made that like drawing the line right here can't take him.

00:31:03.674 --> 00:31:12.377
Hopefully what would have happened was we'd get downrange, he'd make a blunder that doesn't cost anything and then he'd be sent home.

00:31:12.377 --> 00:31:15.666
But at the same time I think Jim's just no, we're not.

00:31:15.666 --> 00:31:32.226
I know what's going to happen If this happened here when we've got all the time in the world and it wasn't um, it wasn't some kind of training scenario where you walk into a room and it's it's just like, uh, like, um, like, uh, what do we call it?

00:31:34.415 --> 00:31:41.385
Like a, like a fire sale, like there's magazines over here, there's loose rounds over there, and the instructor's like go, you've got 30 seconds.

00:31:41.385 --> 00:31:42.678
It was none of that.

00:31:42.678 --> 00:31:48.018
It was like here's your ammunition, here's your magazines, load your magazines.

00:31:48.018 --> 00:31:48.439
I mean it was.

00:31:48.439 --> 00:31:54.465
The instructors could not have been more user-friendly, straightforward, you know, on task.

00:31:54.465 --> 00:31:56.721
So again, the right call was made.

00:31:56.721 --> 00:31:58.086
He didn't end up going.

00:31:58.086 --> 00:32:09.968
But now this put us in a bit of a situation, because now we're supposed to be eight but we're seven and Jerusalem's not going to let us keep Keith until we get, because they're already expecting him.

00:32:09.968 --> 00:32:16.887
So you know, really there's nothing more remarkable about that time frame.

00:32:16.887 --> 00:32:27.397
And bear in mind, like we didn't know some of this stuff, like just like, oh hey, Mike's not going with us, okay, so you know, we get our gear, we get our equipment, we get on the flight and we're downrange.

00:32:28.559 --> 00:32:35.856
So, if I remember, we flew from Dulles I want to say Dulles to Newark, newark to Jerusalem.

00:32:35.856 --> 00:32:48.825
I'm pretty sure when we landed at Ben-Gurion Airport in Israel not Jerusalem but Ben-Gurion's, you know the international airport there.

00:32:48.825 --> 00:32:57.636
So when we landed we had been given I think we were on official passports then.

00:32:57.636 --> 00:32:59.000
So the passports go like a tourist, official and diplomatic, right.

00:32:59.000 --> 00:33:05.459
So the US passport is blue, right, the official passport looks identical, only it's like a maroon color, same crest, same everything.

00:33:05.459 --> 00:33:12.567
But when you open it it says the bearer of this dog, the bearer of this passport, is on official business for the United States, government Diplomatic passport's black.

00:33:12.567 --> 00:33:14.012
This individual, the bearer of this passportplomatic passport's black.

00:33:14.012 --> 00:33:18.736
This individual, the bearer of this passport, rather, is on a diplomatic mission, you know, for the United States.

00:33:18.736 --> 00:33:20.398
So we had official passports.

00:33:21.340 --> 00:33:42.584
So we land and we're like okay, and in a long flight, everything you know, and there's still there's excitement because you're like and this is it, like we're, we're here, you know, but what was so odd about Israel was like you're going into an environment where the antiphon of the second antiphon had already occurred.

00:33:42.584 --> 00:33:48.182
So you already had hostilities, overt hostilities between the Palestinians and Israelis.

00:33:48.182 --> 00:33:53.617
But any given moment of the day, like you wouldn't know it.

00:33:53.617 --> 00:34:00.082
I mean, the weather's beautiful, the people are wonderful, it's, you know, it's a beautiful airport.

00:34:00.544 --> 00:34:06.406
We land, all of a sudden it's one of those like, and they had like the transports, like not the jetway.

00:34:06.406 --> 00:34:11.505
So we, you know, steps up, boom, here we come down.

00:34:11.505 --> 00:34:18.103
All of a sudden this single vehicle rolls over, stops, this guy with sunglasses gets out.

00:34:18.103 --> 00:34:19.981
Actually, jennifer's on her way up the steps right now.

00:34:19.981 --> 00:34:21.501
So it's a good thing, I wasn't doing anything stupid.

00:34:21.501 --> 00:34:30.835
So this van stops, guy with these sunglasses gets out and he motions us over.

00:34:30.835 --> 00:34:31.757
Hi, sweetheart, are you recording?

00:34:31.757 --> 00:34:32.097
We're recording.

00:34:32.097 --> 00:34:34.818
Come on, sweetheart, we're recording.

00:34:34.818 --> 00:34:35.838
Come on in, grab a seat.

00:34:35.838 --> 00:34:40.460
Time out.

00:34:40.460 --> 00:34:42.840
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